My Dearest Wish (2015)

My Dearest Wish (2015)

My Dearest Wish

Installation, 2015

Inspired by The Piano Teacher by Elfriede Jelinek

 

Text, VMS

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我最热切的愿望

装置, 2015

本作受艾尔弗雷德.杰林耐克的《钢琴教师》启发

 

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On the contrary,

if I beg,

tighten my bonds, please.

Adjust the belt

by at least 2 or 3 holes.

The tighter the better.

Then, gag me

with some stockings

I will have ready.

Stuff them in so hard

that I’m incapable of

making any sound.

Next,

take off the blindfold,

please,

and sit down on my face

and punch me in the stomach

to force me

to thrust my tongue

in your behind.

For that is my dearest wish.

Hands and feet tied

behind my back

and locked up

next door to my mother,

but out of her reach

behind my bedroom door,

till the next morning.

Don’t worry about my mother,

she’s my problem.

Take all the door keys

with you from the apartment.

Don’t leave a single one here.

If you catch me disobeying

any of your orders,

hit me, please,

even with

the back of your hand

on my face.

Ask me

why I don’t cry out to mother

or why I don’t fight back.

Above all,

say things like that,

so that I realise

just how powerless I am.

The urge to be beaten

has been in me for years.

From now on,

you give the orders.

From now on,

you choose what I am to wear.

What colour do you prefer?

如果我乞求松绑,

相反的,

请把我勒得更紧些。

把皮带

抽紧至少二到三个孔。

越紧越好。

接着,堵住我的嘴

用我准备好的丝袜

塞爆我。

用尽全力地把它们塞进来,

直到我

完全发不出一点声音。

紧接着,

解开蒙住我眼睛的布,

恳求您,

坐到我脸上,

用拳头猛殴我腹部,

强迫我

把舌头伸进你的肛门。

因为这是我最热切的愿望。

把我的手脚反捆

在背后,

锁在我母亲的隔壁,

我卧室的门后,

让她可望而不可及,

一夜到天亮。

不用顾忌我的母亲,

她由我来处理。

把所有的钥匙

都从公寓里拿走。

一把都不要留。

如果你发现我违背了你的

任何一项命令,

请您,殴打我

包括用您的手背

扇我的脸。

质问我,

为什么不哭着向母亲求救,

或者为什么不反抗。

总之,

说一些那样的话,

让我感到

自己是多么的卑贱无力。

被痛殴的强烈渴望,

在我体内已经蕴藏了多年。

从今以后,

你发号施令。

从今以后,

你决定我穿什么。

你喜欢什么颜色?

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